Upsetting.

I'm a girl , and yes , i am darnn sensitive.

Little things you do , does affect me. 

That's me la.

Although you're her , back home , i still feel lonely.

I always feel that way. ALWAYS

But , you don't bother at all.

Sometimes , i feel stupid.

Stupid , for loving you hell much.

Stupid for knowing you don't care about me.

Stupid for not being appreciated.

Everything i do now , only because i love you.

Tearing is what i do all the time.

Fuck , i still don't get it.

Why do you do this?

I mean like , i'm there only when you need me.

Do you know how much that hurts?

Fuck , it hurts like mad !

But , who cares right?

In the end , for you , it's not you. It's just me.

Well , as i guessed , you blamed me again.

You always think , all i want is for you to hang on the phone with me 24/7.

And I don't understand you.

That's all you know?

I took so much for you. I still am.
It hurts so bad ! But , i'll take in as much as i can.

I hope , you realise things soon.

Fucked up ,

Dharshnee