Anger? Disappointment?

I am angry and disappointed , both at the same time .

Things you say hurts . it's not like i want you to be perfect . 

a girl can only take so much.

All she can do is just give you that love you want.

She can't be strong as you. She needs you by her side all the time. through shine or pour.

She needs you !

I need you to realise things. You keep telling me to think before you talk . 

but how come you don't practice it?

little things you say can just pierce through your soul , get that into your thick skull !

My love for you will never end. That i promise , but you have to play your part too.

i need you biee.

i need you by my side , being there for me when i need you.

i dont want your sharp words.

If i dont advice or tell you stuff , then that would be like im no one to you.

Why should i bother giving the care and love for you if i am a nobody to you? 

Think biee , think. 

You have to.

If you want this relationship to go on , like you always wanted , then you should think.

i love you teddy bear , i always will :)

Just because , 

Dharshnee

Confusion much?

Im so confused.

It's been 3 months , i used to think everything was just perfect.

Now , i keep thinking a thousand times before actually agreeing to the statement.

No more sweet talks. No more "pujuk-ing's"

Nothing :(

I don't want to hang on the phone 24/7 with you.
All i ever want is to talk with me like you always do.

But you just don't understand , don't you?

You put the blame on me saying that i dont understand you. Wow ! 

Good job !

You told me , your cousin sisters are more important to you than me.

That's fine. I don't mind. I never said that i needed to be number one in your life.

You spend more time with them , i have no objection at all.

True enough they are.

But , you should always remember that you told me things. 

Things like , i changed alot because of you , you are the main thing in my life , etc , etc !

Yes , i am hurt. You left so many scars on my heart.

Maybe , soon you're gonna break it , smash them to pieces?

Who knows?

But , you promised me you won't. and i'm still living in that statement.

Everyday , life goes on , because of that one promise.

Just because , 

Dharshnee

Guilt

Guilt?

The best punishment you can ever give.

How much can you take the guilt?

Change larh. After being felt the guilty-ness , please change?

I can't take the guilty feeling anymore.

Im being so pressured ! SO MUCH !

im a girl larh , i can't just give in all the time.

You have to change.

You try giving in , you will get the feeling. 

I can promise you one thing , understand me and i will understand you !

Hope . Prayy . Lovee .

#PeaceOut 

Just because , 

Dharshnee

All about you? Think again !

I don't get you sometimes. Do you really have to be this mean?

I don't want to hang on the phone with you 24/7 ! I'm angry with the way you treat me

Why don't YOU understand?

Put the blame on me , do all you want. 

Im not bothered. 

You can't cope with me? then let's just end this.

I hope you'll be happy.

I don't want to live a dead man's life.

Im done with shits around me. 

I don't ask for much.

All I need is , an inch of your love.

Show it to me.

How would you tell a kid that stars only come out at night? You show it to them , don't you?

It's the same way. 

Once in awhile , you have to show your love and appreciate the love given to you.

Gahhhhh ! 

but , you're just a guy. you will never understand.

Just because , 

Dharshnee