Sunday, 21 April 2013

Shishaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Hookah-ing was hell of fun.
Released stress somehow. Lol.
The best part was it was with my soul sister. 
She's the most awesome company anyone can have. 
Credit to youu for the photographs :D
I love you diiii ! Mwahh :*


Fucked up , 
Dharshnee :P




Kishan :'(

Kishan , a very good guy. He's always a happening person.
So happy-go-lucky. Always teasing me.
He has the most loudest + deepest laugh ever. 
Unfortunate of him. A terrible incident happened :'(

His dad passed away :'( 
Sunday. 3.30am. Federal highway :'(
He was a really good man.
He died for no reason.
He got down to help the victims on the road. And then , he gets hit by a motorbike :'(
Seriouslyy laa.
How can he just die like that?
How could he just leave his family behind just like that?
How could he die when he was about to help someone?
How could he let his son go through so much of pain?
How could God just take him away just like that?
He is so young.
He's only 50 years old :'(
His family needs him./
His son is doing Spm this year.

Things happen. As many says , everything happens for a reason.
Certain things just can't be explained.
For now , everyone just has to appreciate everything they have right now.
For now , we can only pray for uncle and his family.
R.I.P uncle.
You will live in our hearts forever :'(
Link of the news , of the freak accident :'(



Full of sorrow , 
Dharshnee




Sunday, 14 April 2013

Misunderstanding

You're just you and you will never change.
Stupid things you do , don't expect me to be proud of you.
You gave me your password and fb id for  me to go into it.
I accidently looked.
now i know what the 'boy stuff' means
Whoaaa ! You want me to be okay with you?

you love to play right? You love to joke around right?
Why dont you hear this.
I will 'play play or 'joke around' saying that i hate you and i think that you are so useless , and you never did anything for me and other hurting stuff to you. Now , how do you feel?
Not so nice anymore , isn't it?

You know what? Imma tell everything here.
You never actually missed me or loved me.
I don't think you do.
Everytime , you're busy.
You need to spend time with your cousins.
Yo need to sleep.
You don't have credit.
You don't have money to buy topup.
I HAVE to understand your situation.
But , you  DON'T have to understand me.
Right?

Do you know how much I go through for you?
I don't know when to call you.
I miss you.
i get scolding because i spend too much time talking to you.
I never fail to call you everdyday.
I've done so much.
I've shed so much of tears.
I always make time to come meet you.
SO many quarrels.
You never appreciated anything.
Nope.
Why?
Because , you're just a guy , and you'll never understand.

Broken,
Dharshnee

17th Birthday :)

17th birthday , something that i have NOT been looking forward to
It was not in my mind to celebrate it anyways.
i didn't actually felt it was a great thing -.-
Ahh , scratch it off laa.

Well , it was more than i expected it to be , the day.
Full of akwardness too :P
At 12 , mum and dad brought in the cake ^.*
They were so sweet laa.
As usual , they were the first ones to wish me :)
Later , friends called , got text.
LOTS and LOTS of posts on fb :) 
All the post meant alott to me.
Some of them were like really sweet. Extremely sweet ! :)
Theyyy made my day :)
Sean wished me in the morning. In fb.
It's okayy laa. I didn't expect much.
I knew what'd i get anyway.
It was a sweet post laa. 
I dont mind :)
He's just a guy , he'll never understand me :)
You know what i always do.
Hide everything in and keep that huge smile on my face :)

Later , i went to tution.
#Mr.Ramesh Class #Add Maths
Kishaan , Prem and a few others wished me.
Saru came , she wished me :)
She was then outside talking to sir.
I guessed tht she was telling him about my birthdayy :P
True enough she did.
In the middle of the class , she wrote on a piece of letter and passed it to sir.
OHGODD  !
He was like " Ahh , yeaa , i remember , i remember ! :) "
I turned and stared at her.
She was like " No la deyhh , noo."
But i kneww anyways.
Stupid. 
Damnn embarassing sehh ! >.<
Then i felt cold , cause i was like sitting directly under the air-cond.
I told sir that it's very cold , and asked him whether he could increase the temperature.
He was like "Sure ma , sure. Anything for you today ! :)"
At that point i was fucking sure she told him.
Goddd.
But sir was SOOOO sweeet laaa. Ohhmaiigoddd ^_^
Then the two amazing monkeys of mine told sir LOUDLY it was my birthday !
Haiyooo.
Then sir was like , "Yeaandaa? Teriyum daa. Athu kuleh. Cheh."
Bhahahaha :P
Then , he asked the whole class to sing to me.
The whole class sang :P
Embarassing dohh ! :P
Kay kayy.

Haha , enough with that.
Parents bought me a tab for my birthdayy.
So happy ! :)
Cool :)

Conclusion , 17th Birthday was awesome. Didn't expect it to turn out this way :)

Sincerely , 
Dharshnee